After a long process of analyzing what went wrong in my live account, I decided to go back to trading and present the trades I took in this journal. For me, it will be a tough journey, facing my emotions and the dark side of my brain and soul.
Today was the first day on demo and some of the emotions (I did not expect them by risking 0.25% per trade only on a demo account) were already saying hello to me. So it seems to be a good simulation...

I will stay on demo for at least one month and will start the 20 trade consistancy programm as soon as I feel confident.
Today`s trades were okay, quite a good start.
@Steve
Thank you so much for your FTM - this lettle gem helps a lot. As I said before, it is worth every penny if it will keep the lot sizes in line and prevents me from closing trades too early...